Don't want to leave my phone for a second today, today is when I find out whether I'm working for the NHS for the next year. Do I even want the job? Home? Career? Family. These are defining times and the right decision is so hard to find. I know what's expected and selfishly it takes away any potential.

2.1? I'll be lucky.

You could have all you ever wanted...I know....But I don't want it.....no.....I can't want it.....anymore.

I miss my home friends, third year leaves no time for proper communication. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx